DC Drugs and Big Move

Today Kayla was taken completely off her fentanyl... YIKES!! I thought we had 8 more days on that stuff and today Dr. B decided to swipe her of that. She was fine until around 1:30-2:00 ... then she started breathing weird and shaking. I was not happy- then I heard news that Kayla was moving to E nursery... a less intensive nursery. I just got comfortable in the D nursery and they are booting us out already!! When I left Kayla - she was not better, she was much worse. She puked a lot of her feeding and I had a hard time calming her... her heart rate was 212-220ish.. not good. Her nurse said that staying in that range for a longer period is not good so she got Kayla some morphine. I don't believe it is helping her. She still shakes and sweats- it's awful! I left her after rocking her to sleep - it took an hour - she was asleep and I got her quietly into her crib. However I am nervous now... she needs some constant care right now and I'm afraid she isn't going to get it - AND they give her a bath tonight- she hates those! Today was a stressful day - Also the move- we are no longer next to our helpful parents of baby C- who keep me calm at times and help me to not stress so much - as I do when I'm alone! I believe they will move close to us soon, but it would have been nice to be in a comfortable place during Kayla's withdrawl... My love and prayers go out to all - hang in there- I've been told it gets better! I know it's easier said than done...